Find out what my mind conjures at night...

Monday, 8 February 2021
I went on YouTube and searched my name, the results showed a video called "Videos with ***** in them" from 11 years ago. I clicked on it. What followed was a sort of montage showing videos and pictures of me as a little kid. I was creeped out, and confused obviously, so I started digging around and found a Discord server invite. I joined the server, then I went back to the channel and looked at it's other videos. I recognized my old school in a few thumbnails. After further investigation, I managed to find out that one of the guys running the channel was a filmmaker named Creta, from the Czech Republic. Apparently, he had worked at my school as a temp/trainee. Then I started getting notifications on Discord, I checked and someone from the server had DMed me. They were like "OMG are you ***** from Videos with ***** in them? 5 people in our community have been trying to find you for years". I told them, yes, it's me. Then they sent me a large package full of clothes just like the ones people in the video had worn, those people from the community had found the names of all the clothes and bought the same ones. I don't know why, it was so creepy lol. It's crazy how real it all felt, too. Like when I held the clothes I could feel the fabric, the texture, everything. I woke up and started looking up the same things from my dream in case it had actually happened.

Wednesday, 9 September 2020
First I was on a cruise ship with some random girls, we shared a room and slept on the floor. I was sad because I hadn't brought any nice clothes. When we got to land, I was with my dad and his girlfriend. My younger brother as well. We went to a restaurant, I wanted a waffle but didn't get one. I can't remember much else.

Tuesday, 8 September 2020
I had a nightmare. It was weird, first I was in a changing room with my old class, then the guys stormed in and stole our clothes so I was really fucking upset. Next day in the news it said they had been caught vandalizing a mall. I ate a moldy piece of bread and threw up in the woods.

Monday, 7 September 2020
I was sitting in what seemed to be a junkyard, next to Negan from The Walking Dead. It was the apocalypse so I was really scared. We were separated from the rest of our group and started a fire in a trashcan to send smoke signals, but the smell of the fire was also going to attract zombies. Thankfully I woke up before that happened. In my nightmares there's usually one thing there to ground me, and this time it was Negan since he's my favourite character from TWD (and a total badass who wouldn't die from a few zombies).